Wonder my red light is on

I had finished my contract job since three weeks ago. First week is mostly nearest CNY so had to prepare stuff with mommy and also cleans up my room. When CNY, i didn't go anywhere even people's house visiting cause grandparent just pasted away last year. Stay home with family or just hanging with my aunts and uncles. The happiness were we all gather to gamble even at where we stay. I felt bored with my family and watched drama at home. Some day i'm not feeling well, headache, tired ans sleepy. I guess is just no enough sleep but it's not. Mostly the earlier get to sleep was me in the family, latest time to wake up around 10pm in the morning, but i still felt uncomfortable. I started worried my healthy cause i had an illness "breast tumor" since two years ago. Actually i should have to subsequent visit to doctor but just have three times i had been hospital only til now. The same advices from different doctor to take operation cut out the tumor but i didn't take cause i scare. By the way, the doctor said even i take this operation but not guarantee have second tumor again. Since it doesn't worst to me so i never take the operation even it's a small operation. My mom had advice me to go UM have a check again then take the operation. Now i had take it serious and think of it, either i need to take it. I'll follow my mom, get one day go to UM have a check first. I'm more trusted on UM anyway cause their efficient is good then other private hospital...hehe