Secret is behind


I hate the most recently.
I hate every time being late and still take his own sweet time to prepare himself. When he realized I ignore him and unhappy then only start to hurry up. Why can't he automatically rush himself up when the time is going to be late soon, it must makes me frustrated always. Anyway still expect me to be normal and accept the fact that he think he is right. 
I hate every time wake up late in the afternoon when I stay overnight there. There is no one time that manage to wake up early morning unless there have something important plans on in the morning.
I hate every time he plan something last minute with his family outings even we have another plan will be on soon. Like 3pm have to meet my family but always go lunch with his family like around 1pm something. Don't he think that will be very rush time. Why want to make it so miserable, can't we just leave it be and go by ourselves. 
I hate his family like to dragging time. Suppose can be move out early but don't know what to be waiting for...still sitting there talking there waiting there for nothing. Especially his brother. There is a critical time that when every time went out with his family, if his brother will be follow then I will dislike to follow already because have to wait for his brother for so long and his brother doesn't care peoples are waiting for him, damn likely take his very own sweet time to get himself prepare. I swear if I have this kind of brother or who's lucky to be my kid with this attitude. I swear I will either left them at home not gonna to wait again or one question "want to go or not?" if not don't make me yell on you .
I hate you being selfish all the time. Every week expecting me to go your house always. Why cannot be one week at your house another week at my house. You want to stay with your family and I also want to stay with my family. I wanted to be always with my mom, I don't want left her at home alone, I want bring her out if I'm able to.
I hate you every time shows me unhappy or disappointed face to me if I got wrong messages from you  then walk away from me, not even say anything, left me away from you. I rather you considerate a bit and talk to me because your actions shows me that you hate me and mean to blaming me. It's make me feel anger rather than that. I know I don't like to apologize but I prefer to make things clear. I know some time is really my fault but doesn't mean that you straight away react and ignore me. It doesn't mean that I don't want to apologize, just that I want to make things clear before I sorry to you because not every time have your right to blame me, in the end you don't realize your fault as well.

I hate you this morning is caused being time late and you don't even apologize at the first time, and expect me to forgive you. You should understand I am definitely hate this the most. I hate waiting, I hate wasting time, I hate poor time management. You should know that I am very mind about time management. Anyhow you still repeat it then ignore the situation and expect me to forgive you. Do you know that my mood was definitely spoilt already.