The true of me

Recently seen few of my friends had partner already, i'm still alone．In a good way still single and available. As my friend said, i'm too choosy and high demand so....haha i guess so but what to do! I just can say i'm very hard to convince or expect too much. This is me. That's what my lecturer said i'm perfectionist. I agreed! Undeniably，i'm also like other single lady expect for a guy beside to support/love them. But no matter how it's not that easy for me. I never do something that i don't have confidence on it so better i'll be the passive.
I knew a senior who same age but different level. Since last week we had officially met, i felt something going changed. And just few days ago, he told that he like me. I got it but nothing to comment cause i had nothing in my mind to think about it so never reply(sorry for that). It's still new i have no comment about him yet. Anyway, i couldn't think so far. Seriously i know my problem and i had told my best friend too so she might knew my problem as well. I don't dare myself to do any action in relationship just cause one reason but it's no big deal! It's take time for me to digest.

Badly Emo

Yesterday night went to a classmate's house dinner cause it's her birthday and also celebrating mooncake festival but not purposely celebrate her birthday anyway. It's not that bad as my mind cause only me there among of classmates. First time met her mother and she's looked younger and pretty. It is not much peoples at her house but kids. Her mother asked us to bring the kids walked to the street with bringing tanglung. Since how many years ago never have this kind of things happened with my family. Still remember the last time is before shifted to puchong. Actually i most likely the situation cause all family join together having fun and joke moment. It is very happiness but now no more already maybe most the kids already grows up and have personal life. I stayed there until 11pm then i went back home. I used the way LDP from damansara to puchong, drove around 100km/m cutting lane some more. The most dangerous thing i did, i used to cut a few cars in S lane at flyover motorola there. I have no comments about what i'd did. This is the way to stop suffering and thinking, i'm enjoy it! That's all!
Today is mooncake festival, my mom have prepare for tonight only my own family. A simple reunion! I had planed to go Jasmine's house to swim but my 'queen of house' suddenly asked me fetched her go out so what i can do is spoiled my plan. I know i had said many times ago to Jasmine wanna swimming but never achieved. Damn angry! Every time i think wanna jump to a pool and stay inside the water! Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh...kill me better