My life is keep up and down. When is up because of my lovely 'mommy', 'brother' and my lovely best friends join together; when is down because of college life.
I had successful keep my mouth closed in sufficient time. Means i didn't talk much among them. By the time also make me feel boring. Looking here and there, listen what they talk, look at what they do. Some time may think they quiet childish but no matter how they're still younger, may different minded. For me is nothing i don't mind actually! I got no comment whatever there, keep talking less, make it's none of my business. Whatever i did just wish to avoid conflict. I think this is the way.
Actually i may wish to know what they would like to comment among us, how they feel, what they like or dislike, which character they feel troublesome. I mostly prefer to tell everything honesty rather than keep it in heart never let the people know.
Few of them may no problem with me, i think is quiet good but some is still the same character. Maybe it's their attitude that i doesn't like it. I would like to comment to them but just because i think if i say it out may make an enemy after, so better that i keep it silent!
Beside that, they maybe doesn't like my character also. I know it actually just they didn't tell maybe scare i hate them or else. But i can honesty say it here that i don't mind if u really tell me truth even i dislike but i'll appreciate it. I can't promise that i will change but i can try my best to change my attitude with u. I don't dare they know this but i just want to say what i want they know actually and what i feel. No matter how i still wishing they will know this.
Actually i got one question: Do you feel i'm very hard to communicate or anything about me that u may feel problem there? I'm really like to know the answer!!!
