I like the song
I love her
I supported her all the way
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Awaiting
I don't expect so much about college, everything go through well to not affected my study again til the end of final, i'll be happy then. Let's not to focus on this again.
I'm now in the mood of look forward to my birthday party on next month. Everything is in the progressing by my mom since i got no time to handle it. Catering found and attending list is more than 100 including my big family members. I'm just wondering what will i get on the day...presents? wishes? or fun? just cherish on it! All be closed friends did invited as dearest Jasmine, Audrey and Terry; all SEGi members; primary classmates; secondary schoolmates; of cause Joey & KeanSeng; and last but not least some others i knew besides (great to knew them and it's time to meet them as well)! There is another i'm thinking of it, recently college mates. I can't say is my best friends but also not close to them, don't know should i invite them as well. If did, what they will think of it. I don't know either they will pay respect to me or not?!! Maybe lastly only know it just not to take it so serious...hehe
Actually i did glad to received gifts from but i don't want those usefulness thing such like candles, lamp or other just place for nice decoration. If u wanna give me this then i prefer u just pack a angpow for me better. Otherwise, i suggest some fashionable thing for me is a best choice. If do not suffer so much as i said just now angpow straight for me to buy whatever i want...ahhahahahah ;P
Expecting some surprise on my 21th!!!!!! ~Cheers~
I'm now in the mood of look forward to my birthday party on next month. Everything is in the progressing by my mom since i got no time to handle it. Catering found and attending list is more than 100 including my big family members. I'm just wondering what will i get on the day...presents? wishes? or fun? just cherish on it! All be closed friends did invited as dearest Jasmine, Audrey and Terry; all SEGi members; primary classmates; secondary schoolmates; of cause Joey & KeanSeng; and last but not least some others i knew besides (great to knew them and it's time to meet them as well)! There is another i'm thinking of it, recently college mates. I can't say is my best friends but also not close to them, don't know should i invite them as well. If did, what they will think of it. I don't know either they will pay respect to me or not?!! Maybe lastly only know it just not to take it so serious...hehe
Actually i did glad to received gifts from but i don't want those usefulness thing such like candles, lamp or other just place for nice decoration. If u wanna give me this then i prefer u just pack a angpow for me better. Otherwise, i suggest some fashionable thing for me is a best choice. If do not suffer so much as i said just now angpow straight for me to buy whatever i want...ahhahahahah ;P
Expecting some surprise on my 21th!!!!!! ~Cheers~
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Collapse
There's been a few months i never update. I wanted to said there is the most critical happened that i ever had in my life. I never ever knew that i'll faced this kind of problem til i really got lose my mind. Now think back of it i'll shocked of it.
This is happened in Term 4 just, it was really make me so down til i ever doubt myself have mental illness. I realized myself that cranky a lots of thing, no appetite even force myself to focus on thing, some time may not attention in class. Til the day i asked my mom some of questions and finally she did noticed. I spoke out my suffering to her and my dad get to noticed on me as well. He was went to my college looked for my lecturer and settled down my case with them. Finally it's another changed to me. Thanks and love my dad, ever know his care and protective to me even he's rarely talk with me.
There is a another new beginning. I don't expect there will be better but i wish to be good in another last year to me til finish diploma and graduate.
Besides, I'm worry about my dearest Jasmine. She's turn to facing some trouble in her family. I don't know what can i help but at least i do always give her supportive and advices. If i do help for anything i will be there always! Lastly i wish there will have a happy ending more than u give up urself. Try hard & stay strong dear!
This is happened in Term 4 just, it was really make me so down til i ever doubt myself have mental illness. I realized myself that cranky a lots of thing, no appetite even force myself to focus on thing, some time may not attention in class. Til the day i asked my mom some of questions and finally she did noticed. I spoke out my suffering to her and my dad get to noticed on me as well. He was went to my college looked for my lecturer and settled down my case with them. Finally it's another changed to me. Thanks and love my dad, ever know his care and protective to me even he's rarely talk with me.
There is a another new beginning. I don't expect there will be better but i wish to be good in another last year to me til finish diploma and graduate.
Besides, I'm worry about my dearest Jasmine. She's turn to facing some trouble in her family. I don't know what can i help but at least i do always give her supportive and advices. If i do help for anything i will be there always! Lastly i wish there will have a happy ending more than u give up urself. Try hard & stay strong dear!
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