Done but bored

This morning i went to breakfast with family exclude father. Afternoon went to college for registration my new course due to campus day have early bird discount. My mom and sis was followed as well. A mistaken by them that told me early bird discount RM200@20%. I'm wonder that if 20% given then there is deduct around RM7000++, it's a very happy thing for me. But the cruel giving me after i received a message and met them finally in campus, early bird discount is only RM200. Anyway even is RM200 but better than nothing, right?! After done, went to lunch with family again at Pizza Hut in Giant. Lunch finished and back home take bath. It's time to go home town. I want to go as well cause they will go to dinner at famous Seremban fries crab but i got an old friend who as primary to secondary school friend have a birthday party tonight already conformed so i might stay at home. I'm just feeling boring, no mood cause my family not in already just me with my second brother! Wanna get something to go to do; watch movie, cheong k or shopping also good but no body accompany alone going out also not fun. Erererer....boring boring and boring. Everytime i wanna get one friend but there have no one can going out with me. Maybe yea there have but almost got to make appointment. Sien already...anyone can stay in front of me then can let me gives vent to the mood, let my emo going off! Haha....too bad!
Seems like i got not much friends in the world. But do friends will think that i got a lots bunch of friends! Even myself can count it on. First is in secondary school, all staying around my house but we are not close or even a proper meet cause all going to have their own friends! Second is pj friends: covey, joey, kean seng, carmen, kelvin as i know. I knew them in secondary also but just cause friend introduced. They are staying in Kelana Jaya, only meet when birthday. I'll mix up with them cause before that i got lived in PJ so i might love to friend with PJ peoples. Mostly close with covey cause she always caring me and help me while i suffer. I'll like joey cause he's very friendly to me. Third is college mates such a only group of friends always meet up once every month. I would like to join with them cause we almost have fun crazy every time everywhere even we talk a small thing as well! They could always take me as a leader for gathering or birthday celebration. Since tsien speak out i got to make consultant fees from them as a leader. Hehe....What is call a friend
I have two weeks time to let go my wasting and free time to full fill in study. I gonna to have back to study life. I'm happy with that! Just two weeks time coming soon.

Suffer, suffer and suffer

Since i want to continue study, choose to diploma in hospitality management. I had taken information from KDU, Taylor and Sunway College as well. Three of it have different course description and offer but almost the same. The most expensive is Taylor College. Most people might advices to Taylor but it is the most crowded peoples in the course. My friend who taking culinary arts told me that actually culinary arts is more educational than hospitality, since those culinary arts students was looking good than hospitality students. In my opinion is i just interested to study and assignments only cause I'm not even can do well for preparation in foods and working in the kitchen, if for my interested like having party for fun i would like to do that but except for working. I think KDU is not bad also. I got interested to in KDU prefer than Taylor but just not really sure which is the best to take part. It is my decision have to make before mid of March cause next intake in April. Another problem is course fees i have to suffer. Last day talked to my dad, it was terrible for me. Before that i realized sure would kena wan but anyway i have to tell him so. Even i had bears the tear comes out but what my dad said was doesn't make me stop crying. My mom was setting beside but she never mentioned anything. By the way, all my dad's said is reasonable also. After all of that, i went to brother's room since he was not in. Dad also went to sleep after not longer. I stay in the room and keep crying there, think back all the reasonable from dad. I don't know whether i should continue study or not, even i get to take loan from government also is a problem for my dad. By the way, half of my previous loan from government haven pay back yet so maybe affects second time procedure. Once of all money is the decisiveness for me to continue study.

Yesterday my best friend from secondary school, SiewPooi just informed me that she will get marry. OMG! I'm shouted about that cause i don't know it suppose to be happy or sad. She had mentioned to me that not even approve to married while still young when her younger cousins was be that. I'm not even acceptable that she is getting marry. She asked to go marriage registration bureau at Putrajaya since her bf is not from local. Finally it's terrible for her to facing this kind of thing; government not approve cause his permit, some more she have the same reason to get marry early as many younger couple did. I just no idea about this all, even nothing to great her. Some more she said she is not even wanted like that. Haiz...i'm just feel piece off by this happened. Wish she will be happy and good luck!