Suffer, suffer and suffer

Since i want to continue study, choose to diploma in hospitality management. I had taken information from KDU, Taylor and Sunway College as well. Three of it have different course description and offer but almost the same. The most expensive is Taylor College. Most people might advices to Taylor but it is the most crowded peoples in the course. My friend who taking culinary arts told me that actually culinary arts is more educational than hospitality, since those culinary arts students was looking good than hospitality students. In my opinion is i just interested to study and assignments only cause I'm not even can do well for preparation in foods and working in the kitchen, if for my interested like having party for fun i would like to do that but except for working. I think KDU is not bad also. I got interested to in KDU prefer than Taylor but just not really sure which is the best to take part. It is my decision have to make before mid of March cause next intake in April. Another problem is course fees i have to suffer. Last day talked to my dad, it was terrible for me. Before that i realized sure would kena wan but anyway i have to tell him so. Even i had bears the tear comes out but what my dad said was doesn't make me stop crying. My mom was setting beside but she never mentioned anything. By the way, all my dad's said is reasonable also. After all of that, i went to brother's room since he was not in. Dad also went to sleep after not longer. I stay in the room and keep crying there, think back all the reasonable from dad. I don't know whether i should continue study or not, even i get to take loan from government also is a problem for my dad. By the way, half of my previous loan from government haven pay back yet so maybe affects second time procedure. Once of all money is the decisiveness for me to continue study.

Yesterday my best friend from secondary school, SiewPooi just informed me that she will get marry. OMG! I'm shouted about that cause i don't know it suppose to be happy or sad. She had mentioned to me that not even approve to married while still young when her younger cousins was be that. I'm not even acceptable that she is getting marry. She asked to go marriage registration bureau at Putrajaya since her bf is not from local. Finally it's terrible for her to facing this kind of thing; government not approve cause his permit, some more she have the same reason to get marry early as many younger couple did. I just no idea about this all, even nothing to great her. Some more she said she is not even wanted like that. Haiz...i'm just feel piece off by this happened. Wish she will be happy and good luck!