Disappointed again

想哭不是因为你的残酷，生气不是你对我无情，而是因为你对我的了解而产生的误会。不明白为什么再次让我失望，难道我不应该做这样的决定或者就不应该再对你有一丝妄想。
I don't understand why so secret and wanted to keep himself. What's a thing that cannot let peoples know? What's that too personal?
First of all, u really don't understand me. I never never mean to angry, sad or argue with u but u really disappointed me for the second time again. I trust that what u said was real but doesn't mean that i'll give myself a hope or waiting for u again. BUT u had make me disappointed again and again. U hate people cheated but u did it to me and don't even want to explain anything some more though i'm vexatious to u. Am i so childish to u?!! Use ur brain and think la i never angry about what u did le now u think i'll angry because of that and annoying u ah. I'm still worry that i'm disturbing u. Means i'm really annoying u la. If u keep this in mind i dare u'll regret what u did to me! I don't wish u come to me i wanted u to know what u did today is just u're foolish. As i told u, u never understand me as well!
What i want u to know, u make me disappointed just because u don't understand me and make a wrong point of view. I'm definitely disappointed about what u had did. And i didn't even angry about any decision u make. Otherwise, i'll respect what ever u do!

I hate waiting

He told everything to me so sudden and i was so surprised. Sudden cannot digest that happened. I'm happy that cause never imagine this really happened. He is so direct and honest to tell me all the thing. Even i'm so shouted and lost in mind but it's a good thing. He tried to get me understand and trust him. He had make me feel reliable. I think i may not make a wrong decision. Even how many question i'm suffer and confuse, he may knew it and still give me way out from that. I think i should not think to much and get trouble to myself. But there have one way i want to figure out to avoid myself to lost confidence. I think i know what i am doing．And i'm really hate waiting that cause me keep thinking problem.
Wish there is a happy ending. God bless...
I guess my friend may don't know what happen but they would guess what is about right now...I promise will be inform lately! Stay tune!

Surprising

First time had make someone feel touched....
But i'm a bit surprise how come he suddenly called me and asked and talked so many thing...in the whole night never stop
or what i guess is going to be true right now....
Seems like i have chance.....
True or not wait til the day come...
"put so many wished just make disappointed"
Chill.....