Disappointed again

想哭不是因为你的残酷，生气不是你对我无情，而是因为你对我的了解而产生的误会。不明白为什么再次让我失望，难道我不应该做这样的决定或者就不应该再对你有一丝妄想。
I don't understand why so secret and wanted to keep himself. What's a thing that cannot let peoples know? What's that too personal?
First of all, u really don't understand me. I never never mean to angry, sad or argue with u but u really disappointed me for the second time again. I trust that what u said was real but doesn't mean that i'll give myself a hope or waiting for u again. BUT u had make me disappointed again and again. U hate people cheated but u did it to me and don't even want to explain anything some more though i'm vexatious to u. Am i so childish to u?!! Use ur brain and think la i never angry about what u did le now u think i'll angry because of that and annoying u ah. I'm still worry that i'm disturbing u. Means i'm really annoying u la. If u keep this in mind i dare u'll regret what u did to me! I don't wish u come to me i wanted u to know what u did today is just u're foolish. As i told u, u never understand me as well!
What i want u to know, u make me disappointed just because u don't understand me and make a wrong point of view. I'm definitely disappointed about what u had did. And i didn't even angry about any decision u make. Otherwise, i'll respect what ever u do!