The end of ~P~

I'm stuck now cause feel like not going back yet. Ticket already bought on 14th flight, just right after two days finish training. BUT there's something happened change my mind wanted to stay longer. I don't know...anyway still have to go back also.
It's happen due to outsider already realized that and keep mention it, til i even have to admit it's happen. I pretend to not do any move but he also the same. I have to take the first move again this time. If not i will keep thinking and thinking til my patient limit comes. I told myself want to have this kind of friend but it's turns to over of it. Do i really have to admit and accept he's younger than me...
Now, i'm counting day not because wanna go back soon, is because how many days left here! Just since yesterday he mentioned something that let me feel there's something going to change between us but nothing prove with it.
I'm suffer.......
I'm scare.......
I'm thinking here and there.......

Life is filling up

Last week to going on yet then i can leaving such a boring place and go back to my home sweet home and *heaven*. My friend is waiting me out there and going to have another gathering again. Mommy will going to take me from the airport then make a surprise to my dearly brother Terry Foo 21th Birthday on the same day im going back. I'm still stuck in my mind about the present to my dearest SooHui as birthday gift. I said will buy a batik to her but even myself also haven get one yet so even for her. Now, have to think about some other gift prepare to her already. If not i have to break the promises to her, she know i won't do that cruel thing to her. ~idea idea~
I'm going to suffer about my luggage cause only one with two bags, how to stuck in all the stuffs that can put it in the garbarge. How ever still have to do it....~haiz~
Last Week, went twice to Sunset Bar beside parkroyal due to Yenny' birthday. MeiYann had a such a hug surprise celebration on Saturday while we had invited to trainee fallware party at Josephine's house. Been prepared a watermelon as a cake with candle on it and give it to her. But then really can't imagine that she can be so crazy. She grab the watermelon with her hand and put it on people's face except me didn't kena of cause. Next i'm going to hide a side and prepare the real cake for her. But couldn't give her cause she was really enjoying with the watermelon til Rachel took it away. She was so scare that i will foolish her again while she preparing to blow the candle. Once she blow the candle, Bryan and Loren took watermelon hiding behind her and put it on her head. Really can't imagine that's so crazy happened there. Next is gaming session that prepared by Truma such a damn stupid game, but i just joined the first section then i escaped from there. Since XoongHua will going to pass by there so i did it successful. MeiYan really had a such happier crazy and memorial birthday celebration this year. Must be an unforgetable to her! After all, me and Xoonghua hanging at mamak and chatting then comes up a call to go Sunset bar again. So did we went again til 2am this time, the next day we both really like collapse again. Tired like hell, slept straight after worked and til almost late at night only woke up. If he didn't call me up i think i won't wake up....haha
Last week to spend here so will take time and enjoy it til the end & going back happily. Wait for me Terry Foo Jasmine Mommy and all my dearest and lovely family! ;)