Thursday, October 6, 2011

心血少

I know I have minor headache problem, but normally this is normal.
This January I had an operation to cut off the tumour, it's really successful. I am still all fine till now, I'm being normal as usual like a human.
Recently i felt that my body really getting weak. I'm not really sure what's wrong but the headache caused problem. It's like getting serious.
Last Sunday, in the middle of night suddenly felt my head very pain, feel like want to knock my head to the wall to kill it, once in a while feel like vomit. It's been scared my bf away cause he had looking after me and no idea what's happen to me. Few times he wanted to send me to hospital but i kept quiet till i vomited then i felt getting better so continue to sleep back. Few hours after he woke up prepare for work, he wanted leave me at his home but i refused and went back my home.
Until Wednesday, just right before i wake up headache come again. I though i'll ok so i got up and ready to work. When i was driving get to feel like faint, not in the situation to concentrate so starting to scare it's dangerous. It's time 8am on the way out from Puchong. Finally i make a u-turn back to home, rest till 9am go to clinic cause i really feel something wrong. Waiting for doctor in the moment i make a call to told that i'll MC for half day. Thinking that cause got project to be done before the show. Finally doctor reached, the first in to visit. After checking, doctor couldn't find any symptom/illness but my blood pressure is LOW. I asked 'headache will be a symptom of one kind of illness', the doctor told it might be. First time i check my blood pressure and i starting to worry myself. It is time to have body check, girl.
When i told my bf, he just woke up laying on his bed sms-ing with me. When received my message straight away awake and shocked. Anyway, doctor remind to have a body check when free. I still like normal take my medicine, went to buy brunch, got back home. Ate medicines then rest in the room. Till i woke up nearly 12pm, suppose to go back work but i don't think i can so have to call back office again. Haiz!
The whole Wednesday i stayed home, it was so good to me cause i'm not boring. Played with meimei, no PC for the day.
After the day, my bf started to controlling my habits. Behave myself in foods, excuse me, i don't feel like want to have heavy food already, unless u willing to cook for me la ;P Ask me to exercise, jogging an hour every weekend with him, oh shit, feel like he want tie me up. No coffee onward, i wanted but sorry cause MILO just finished. Anyway i'll reduce coffee taking. All right, i know this boss! This is normal, ok i accept. He said to me, LBP is caused by... ... (I know lo) ... ... (haiz). This he asked his cousin at overseas who's a doctor. I want to say ... alright :( rally have to behave
For my family, i just told my mom and she said to me: Got Brands Chicken Essence don't want to drink keep so long...ok ok i will go grab and finish it. I think there have 10-14 cans ;)

This few days changing my driving attitude. Don't be excited cause i don't think will really 100% change...sshhiiihh(keep ur mouth) Anyway im not really got the fully confidence but i still understand the situation.

Friends, no worries! I'm all right. ;)

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